Who am I ?

I would like to write about how I have experienced my sexuality through my life.

I have read what other people say, I have studied in books what many people have thought and practised throughout the centuries, I have practised lovemaking myself: being in passionate love, not being in love at all, healing through sexual intercourse, just earning money by having sex.

I have learned a lot about what a man and a woman can do to feel incredible orgasms and closeness.

Now I feel an admiration for myself. I am 50! I look ... 35?

I am full of excitement about life and love!

I am very, very alive!

And also I am free! Really free from all dogmas and conditions.

I am LOVE!

Yes, I am not embarrassed to say how old I am, because this is the best conformation of the fact that real knowledge of Tantra works.

I am not embarrassed to say that I love making love, I love tantric sex, and I love it with any man who I meet, if he lets me lead him into Tantra.

I can create a world of ecstasy if he lets me take him into the nirvana of my touch.

I have strong views about failed marriages.

I think that they fail because of the resistance of men to understand the true female nature, her longing for relaxation, her need for sexual expression, and not what a man needs for his ego as a lover.

I want to write a blog which will not be just some egocentric nonsense.

I want to express honestly what I feel, just as  any ordinary woman can feel, about having sex.

I want to reflect on problems in sexuality, which a lot of women and men experience in their relationships.

Tantra helps to solve these problems.

What is Tantra? Just words? Or doing real things that make a real difference?

I think – doing real things that make a real difference.

I want to a write blog for men because women will rarely tell their husbands what they honestly feel and think about sex.

I want to dedicate myself to teaching and practising lovemaking with those men who do not have a possessive egotistical attitude to the female body.

The human body is an incredible source of universal love and connection between all of us.

By having many lovers, I see an opportunity to cultivate and exchange wonderful positive energies.

Many men and women have no lovers for years.

Sadly, their energies stagnate, they become negative, ill and old.

Our world becomes sad, the universe becomes full of dark energies.

I want to bring light into the world.

And not by seducing men, as most escorts do.

I want to bring love into their hearts.

My heart is filled with love.

I can help a man to become a Great Lover for any woman on this Earth.

I live my life in truth.

I created this site for men who will see great benefits in having me as part of their lives.

I do not want to play the games which escorts play.

I do not want to pretend like 'tantric goddesses' do.

I will just be myself: a woman who searches for her own sensual, spiritual, feminine expression, who teaches men a lot about true femininity, who gives pleasure to men and helps them to expand their sexuality.

To experience an ecstatic state of being, to create light in the soul, which can inspire others - this is the aim of my work and my life.

My conscious tantric lover is a man who will love and support me, and I will do the same for him.

Together we can change other people's attitudes to sexuality from agressive, demanding actions into a peaceful, radiant state.

To find my conscious tantric lovers I have to advertise everywhere, including escort directories and under tantric massage services, but in reality, I am not an escort (hot and seductive), I am not a tantric goddess or a tantric masseuse.

I have to advertise a lot to get through that enormous stream of cold sexuality of escorts and of tantric practitioners (offering massages and classes), who all work with a detached, impersonal attitude to their clients.

Escorts offer physical connection, but with no soul in it.

Tantricas offer soul connection, but with no physical sexual energy in it.

I am offering both: physical and spiritual connection.

We are made of atoms and energy, we are all connected in this wonderful universe of life and sexual energy is our fundamental life force. 

I cannot understand how people can make love without being aware of what kind of energy they radiate to others.

Touching others with love is my way of expressing my sexuality.

It is the only way for me. I see how it changes men, makes them softer, gentler and happier.

 So, who am I?

I am a Woman! A Woman, confident and open to express her loving female power to a man.